Today, after a long, long time, I'm writing down my emotions. This isn’t to show off or to let anyone know that I’m going through something significant. It’s just to motivate myself, to keep pushing, and to keep believing. It’s been two years since I got married, and this has changed me a lot as a person. It has shown me my true colors, made me weak and emotional, but strong at the same time. Honestly, the job I do today isn’t something I love. With all due respect, it’s not what I’m destined to do. I’ve been working in corporate life for the last ten years, and despite that, I haven’t achieved anything that would inspire someone or make my parents feel proud of me. I don't blame anyone but myself, because I haven’t gone in the direction I should have. I didn’t have a mentor who could guide me. It was during the COVID time that I realized money isn’t everything, but at the same time, it is. You need enough money to secure your family, and you need to be fit to do that. Your hea